Wednesday, July 10, 2024
Mom,
If I can become half of the woman and mother that you were, I'll consider my life a successful one. I don't know what I'm going to do without you. I know that my life will never be the same now, but I know that you will always be a part of me and with me in all that I do. In my heart, I hold countless memories, family traditions, and SO much love. One of the greatest honors of my life, besides being a Mom now myself, is being your daughter. I'm forever grateful for all that you have done for me, and Connor and Abby. One thing I've learned is that a mother's love doesn't end after she's gone, but is carried on by those left behind to share and to treasure. I will forever be inspired by your strength, determination/stubbornness, kindness and love. I'll miss our phone calls, especially when I have something to share about the kids and follow up with a "Mom, I get it now!". You always knew what to say, what to do, what I needed to hear, and when to just listen. Despite whatever you had going on with and for yourself and your health, you always showed up for us kids, and found a way to make things happen. I also now know that all of the special memories and milestones, traditions, holiday magic and more that we experienced and shared growing up were all because we had a Mom that cared and loved us so much to make them that way. Another "Mom, I get it now!" moment. Kellen, Alex, Carlie and I are the lucky ones to have had the absolute best Mom. The only ones luckier than us are Connor and Abby for having you as their Mamaw. I pray that you are at peace, and no longer struggling or in pain and discomfort. I know the heartbreak we felt and will continue to feel of you leaving this world with us was also the most beautiful reunion with those on the other side that have been waiting for you, I can only imagine how that moment was for you. And for that, it would be selfish of me to wish you stayed longer. And now we get to have the most beautiful and most special guardian angel. Please watch over us, enjoy your front row seat of watching Connor and Abby grow up, send us signs when you can, and know that I'll spend the rest of my life loving and missing you, until we meet again.
I love you Mom, all around the world... and back!
Love always,
Colie